If you know me, you will know that I am one of the most fearless people to exist. I will try almost anything once, well now I have more common sense as I want to try stating alive to care for burger and pizza.
Lately I have not had the luxury of nannies and I am attempting to transition into a more secure space for my family. I wrote a book last year November and I was just discussing it with someone and I worry about being judged based on the quality of writing and the content. I have decided to go with a pseudonym for the author’s name, however I feel reluctant to send the book to editors and publisher’s for fear of being ridiculed in terms of grammar, punctuation etc.
Truth be told, I did not take any writing classes in University. Somehow I aced the English placement, SATs, and maybe its catching up to me. I usually have thicker skin about being judged, so the person I was talking to today said to me “I have never heard you doubt yourself, why now”?
I realise it’s a stage in my life. I am questioning many things about myself, and I am unsure if I am relfecting any or its just because things are not falling in how I pictured they would.
I am telling myself going forward that I am awesome, and have to get my sh*t together and be alright for myself and everyone around me.
I AM ENOUGH….Thats my story and I am sticking to it. Whats yours?