“Today I was going to tell you guys about my interaction with a real life yoruba demon, but that will have to wait. See i’m usually a confident, happy, welcoming, loving person (words my friends have used to describe me, not me making my head swell).
In fact you can call me the life of the party. But today, I don’t seem so happy. It’s my vulnerable day. I have this kind of day here and there. It could be triggered by watching a corny lifetime movie, strolling around the subdivision and seeing grandparents holding hands, loved ones in the airport saying goodbye or simply just me wanting to be held.
Today I just want to be held. I want to pillow fight with my cutie in bed. I want to make pancakes and smear flour over boos face as a joke. I want to plan a trip filled with all the things that excite me and boo. But like Tommy(In martin), I ain’t got no boo. So here I am taking a walk down memory lane. Was that ex really that bad? Could I have managed? Is happiness overated? Should i have just settled for that annoying toaster?
Is it my fault that all the past relationships failed? I want to read a verse to lift me up, say a prayer to lighten my heavy heart. I want to blast some independent woman jam to ginger my swag, recite my accomplishments to myself to remind me i’m a catch. But today I’m unable to do so. Its going to be a bad day…arggggghghj!!!
But wait, whatsapp message coming in. My friend of 29 years just sent me the sweetest message. I was on her mind last night and she wants me to know she said a sweet prayer for me to be blessed with a man that’ll never dull my fire. 2 hours later, my fave aunt sends me a whatsapp message too. “Waiting for my best guy is the best thing I can do now.” She’s said a prayer for God to speed things up so she can come and rock with me sha.
😂😂😂😂How can life be bad when i have these kind of folks on my team. With these kind of soldiers on my team, mo yeye man fit pass their prayers. Yeah i actually smiled. I’m in good hands. In the end, it will be alright. If it’s not alright, it’s not the end. Off to work I go now, time to grind and make some paper. Peace of mind and happiness over everything………..”
signing out, Issababygyrl4lyfe😘😘 P.S: I promise I’m not depressed, just random lonely days. No clinical help is needed in this case. Thanks pple.