So in the past few years I find myself in the middle of certain battles and I know that I am not a trouble maker. Well you would really have to provoke me for me to wake up from my slumber and come out of my own world to tackle you. I also realized that a particular person is pained by what she deems success in my life and has on numerous occasions tried to disgrace me by spreading malicious rumors about me. Even me when I hear some of them I am like “waow wawu”! like stuff I simply cant even make up, lol. I have heard the runs girl one – I don’t know how I have multiple degrees and it’s ashewo work I will resort to – bad as e bad I will find a mid level job with my Blue Pali and still live a good life. Not to toot my own horn but when I left undergrad in 2003 – my graduating class of 3,000 people only 24 were in my department and I was the only black female. I am smarter than I look.
The biggest one was this person broke my previous relationship but she didn’t realise God was using her to promote me. lol. Told lies about me etc – and the person decided to walk based on that – well na me win last last because I wouldn’t trade my Mr awesome for anything in the world. The latest one was another lie she tried to pull and folks ignored her and the opposite of what she swore was the truth is what has manifested.
Generally I don’t get too personal on this blog but I realize that the moment I gave God my battles to fight – he has disgraced a few people (made blatant liars out of them). He has also elevated me beyond what I thought possible. I am not on the Forbes list but somehow my consulting business has managed to move. The few people who love me manage to also show me love beyond my wildest imagination. Everyday I say my prayers I always ask God to use me and let my life be a testimony – he only knows how to silence people who don’t wish you well by stunning them with your success…they stay wondering how you do it, not knowing that na GOD WIN! I keep saying it – by his grace the best years of my life are still ahead.
I know I seem to neglect this blog quite a bit, but I can only say it will all end in praise- and I will share it when the time is appropriate- God is working on me and in due time all will be revealed. I am so pleased with the way things are progressing I want to stick out my tongue and say ntoin talk another one, you never tire?
Do you have people you feel the need to confront in your life – or do you just give it to God?